What Thanksgiving means when in SPL
With the holidays fast approaching, and Thanksgiving being now only two days away, I felt it important to note the emotions I have been going through lately.
Elisabeth has been great these past few months, I can really see a change in her, as she begins to grow up and mature in her thoughts. We have been bonding quite a but over the past few months, and to be honest I have been feeling so very over-joyed spending time with her. I have watched her food choices change, her clothing choices change, and her attitude change, and it has really been a wonderful experience.
Elisabeth will be spending Thanksgiving with her Mom, and although I plan to see her Saturday evening and take her to “Simsbury Celebrates”, a local holiday fair the town of Simsbury runs every year on the Saturday after Thanksgiving, I cannot help but feel a sense of sadness for the limited amount of time we get to share. Elisabeth she brings so much life to our holidays when she is around.
On a last note, although being in this limbo has both been a blessing and a curse, I have to say I would not change a single moment of it; the good, the bad, and the truly ugly. I am so very thankful this year for all that I have. My parents and my sister, for my friends– old and new– but most importantly I am thankful for the opportunity to be in Elisabeth’s life and to be able to love her and support her through out the past year. In the end isn’t that what being a Step Parent is all about?
May all of you who are in this Limbo truly be able to reflect and give thanks to all the children in your life.